The gods have offered a semblance of spring for the Northeast, which feels incredible this early in the year. It should anyway, but instead, it is a carrot that I can’t quite reach. So, I’m sitting at my desk with the windows wide open. I am typing story outlines and notes while texts ping in the next room.
I know what they say.
“Hey, what are you doing today?” “How about a walk in the park?” “It’s a gorgeous day for a stroll by the water, don’t you think?” “Early dinner at my place?”
But I can’t go. I have deadlines—commitments to my clients, commitments to myself. Like getting myself published. One of goals this year is to have a byline, not one that I’ve posted on this blog but at a reputable publication online or off.
I can’t do that without a bit of sacrifice to my free time, the idle time previously allotted for daydreaming, binge-watching, online dating, and reading. And, maybe, even walking.
I moved my computer out to the terrace. Here, the sun feels good on my face—the comings and goings of the neighborhood white noise. The wind and Finn, the ginger cat are my only companions.
I try not to think about the carrot and concentrate on the words instead.
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